hmmm i received a shocking message today.
my first reaction was to cry><
but when i think abt it, it's more like getting slapped in the face with a bad memory.
the shock and, partly, the content of the message.
i have yet to reply her but i think i'll only reply later, since i'll be seeing her.
i dun wanna make things awkward for us.
feel like talking to someone abt it, but afraid that it'll only make pple angry and sad.
maybe one day, evenrtually, but not now.